Saturday, January 23, 2016

Still here.

I'm still hurting. 

I had a good 7 days of positivity and 3 solid days without any anxiety, but now I'm back here. 

Why is he such a big trigger? Talking about him even makes me panic. And the saddest thing of all is that I feel like I'm cheating on him or something because of just a new friendship with a guy. Why does he still have such a big hold on me? Is it because he still hasn't said never? He still only said he needs time? 

How do you just let go? 

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