I'm feeling lonely again today. I keep getting these great big bursts of loneliness. I think I feel it the worst after I've been out with people or had people over, then they leave or I go home and it's just me. I know i"m surrounded by people, and I've got friends and family galore, which I'm exceptionally grateful for, but it's a different sort of loneliness I think.
Does that make sense?
I'm probably not making sense.
On a brighter note, I will have completed half of my degree in 3 weeks time. 5 exams to go, then I'm halfway.
Ugh, stupid science core lady. At the beginning of the year I had spoken to the Head of Science at my uni, and she had arranged with me that next semester I could be doing 2 2nd and 2 3rd year subjects, plus a block class, which would allow me to finish in June next year. At the time, she had said that it was doable, no clashes, etc etc. Checked my timetable a couple of days ago, and now there's clashes, and I am no longer able to do it that way -_- I can either, still do a 3rd year subject next semester, plus 2 block classes, which would leave me at the end of next year just doing one subject. That to me seems pointless though, so I think the option I will go with, will be to pick up an extra 2nd year subject (marine biol - which I had wanted to do anyway) and leave me with a workload of no more than 3 subjects, until I finish my degree. Which is good, I think, hopefully it will boost up my marks, but I'm a bit frustrated about it because I had a whole plan, and now that plan is no longer valid.
Frustration.
So no, I don't think that helps how I'm feeling right at this point.
But brighter note - I will be moving into my new place in about 3 weeks. Freedom.
I think I'd like to get away for a few days, the plan had been to head up to Cooktown for a couple of nights next week, but now that's not happening either :( The universe just doesn't like me at the moment I think...
