I can't stop thinking about Christmas!! I don't know why but I keep having christmas carols going through my head, I catch random whiffs of tinsel (I may be imagining this but it's just weird) and just get a general feeling about the day that it's Christmas time! Weird. It could be coz I'm so excited about being able to buy our very own christmas tree and decorations this year. :-) Bummer is though that Dec 1st I'm working, so I might miss out on putting up mum's tree and possibly dad's but hopefully they make it a weekend thing :-D AAANNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD The night zoo closes on Christmas day!!! Yayyy!!! No 9-5 on Christmas day for this chick this year AND Boxing day is a Sunday so Sean's restaurant is closed. So he doesn't get Christmas day off but a lot of the time his folks do Christmas on boxing day instead! It's exciting! But still so far away. But it's definitely something to look forward too!
On another note I have a Tim McGraw concert this weekend which I am equally stoked about AND one of my closest friends 21st birthday party is on Sunday, so it's going to be a big weekend methinks! But I'm still really looking forward to November 19th. Last day of exams. And then I don't have to do anything except work for 3 months!! No uni! No study! Just relaxing days and work at night. Definitely bring on Christmas.
Oh and just briefly, I've discovered that a large chunk of my lecturers seem a little bit retarded. One of them doesnt' even remember anything that he said, even when you've emailed him and seen him in person. *sigh*
*thinks dreamily of christmas holidays*....
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Bad Day
Not having a good day today, feeling a bit down, at that slightly stressed point for the semester, we're moving house this week and I'm nervous about it and to top it all of my self-esteem seems to be crashing. I just don't feel pretty - I feel like I'm gaining weight, that nothing sits/fits right, my skin's gross - it's just not my day. Although, I've been slowly dropping the self-esteem for a few weeks now, don't know why. I just don't feel confident in my looks, so then I just don't feel confident in myself. Maybe it's just a bad patch at the moment, I don't know but I just feel...well, not right. I haven't had feelings like that in a long time.
I just don't like today.
I just don't like today.
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