Fresh wave

The last two days I felt good. Yesterday was the first time in a long time where I was starting to feel like myself. 

Right now I'm hurting again. Trivial things, it's all part of the grieving process like she said. And I'm allowed to grieve. 

And I'm not crazy. I just need to learn better coping mechanisms. 

Doesn't make the heart hurt any less, but the pain isn't as consuming. Day by day, I'll find me again.