I'm happy to be with family but I can't feel it and needed a break from them. Im tired. I am enjoying myself but I feel like it's an act. Like I'm putting it on for them.
Christmas can be hard it seems, something I never realised.
I think ultimately I am not happy and my goal for next year is to find my happy again and I'm prepared to do it alone, as terrifying as that is.
I miss it, so I'm going to find it 🙂
No comments:
Post a Comment