That's it. No more. So many things together, so much time, so much love. All over.
We were at different places, different stages, the love was still there, but not in the same way it used to be.
We kept trying so hard to make each other happy that we were making ourselves miserable in the process.
A house, a home together and now this.
My whole body hurts, my everything aches, the tears come and go, but the simplest things trigger them.
He was just..and now...
Over.
How do you divide up a home? Move my things from the place we made our home? Pack it up and walk away without turning back? How??
It just hurts.
Believe me I know exactly what you're going through, I've been there. Twice.
ReplyDeleteIt hurts and sucks so much but it does get easier. It's true what they say, time heals all wounds. You just have to focus on each hour and then each day and you will make it to the other side.
xx
Believe it or not, you've already taken that first baby step Kel. It's going to take time and tears and frustration and maybe even some anger.
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The uncertainty will pass.
The hurt will fade.
You will smile again.
Remember we're all here for you.
xoxo
What they both said!! It's going to feel like there's no light at the end of the tunnel but it will get better. Here to help if you need it xox
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