It's been a while

It's definitely been a while since I've done the old 'blogging' thing. I'm back at uni again, semester is 3 weeks in and definitely well under way. The assessment is already flooding in, but I'm not stressed about it this time, there's actually a few pieces of major assessment that I'm excited about doing. Weird.

So uni is fine, still feeling a little tight financially, but I'll get through it, I do every other time. It's just feeling a little more stressful with chef only being casual, and the restaurant not doing too well. But just gotta keep smiling and powering through when it comes to those sort of things, not much we can do immediately but work through it.

Emotionally? I'm not sure where I stand. I feel fragile on my best days, feel close to tears a lot more often then the average person would. Things are just...well things seem fine, but my head's all over the place. Mum's still having trouble selling the house, and she seems to have a breakdown once a week at the moment, and her bloody doctor!! It's just so frustrating because I can't help, I can't do anything to help. Nothing. And every second day I'm in a confused state of mind about where my relationship is, and something that dad said to me the other day just makes me more confused. I didn't fully understand what he meant but my interpretation of it worries me. I don't know where my heart's at....